“I feel one can say with some conviction that no man should willingly leave his home to fight, wound, maim or kill other men about whom he knows little and whom he certainly does not hate. When all men refuse to commit such follies the foundations of a true civilisation will have only just started to be laid.”
- Sam Sutcliffe, circa 1974 (extracted from his Memoir)
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Sunday, 8 October 2017

Somme Rewind 2 – “Machine-gun bullets spattered around me”… Sam enters the Western Front trenches for the first time… and leads a detail into pitch-dark No Man’s Land…

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Dear all

A hundred years ago this week… Apart from Marta Hari being shot at dawn (October 15), the story on the Western Front was of Allied success in the Third Battle Of Ypres (July 31-November 10) fizzling in the mud. Triple-average rainfall meant that the Battle Of Poelcapelle attack (October 9) turned into a “defensive success” for the German Army largely because a lot of Allied artillery got bogged down and couldn’t get within range of the German lines (casualties Anzacs 7,000, British 4,500, German unclear). Then Field Marshal Haigh and General Plumer both optimistically believed misinformation that the attack had almost reached its objective, Passchendaele Ridge, and proceeded with the First Battle Of Passchendaele (12) – an attack on a six-mile front abandoned after one day “until the weather improved” (casualties British, French and Anzac 13,000, German unclear).
    Further south, constant action between the French and Germans around Craonne (Aisne), Beaumont (both October 8; near Reims), Chaume Wood (9; Verdun), and the Champagne front (12) saw a slight advantage to the German Army emerge – again contrary to events of the summer and early autumn.
    In the Baltic, the German Navy extended the relentless advance on Russia – still proceeding on land through Latvia – by taking various Baltic Islands belonging to their neighbour Ukraine (October 12-16; Ă–sel, Taga, Runo, and Abro).
    And down in German East Africa, the territorially vast, scattered campaign saw further defeats for the German Army at the hands of British (October 9), Belgian (9) and Portuguese (10) forces.

[Memoir background: my father, Lance Corporal Signaller Sam Sutcliffe from Edmonton, north London, under-age 2/1st Royal Fusiliers volunteer and Gallipoli veteran (Blogs September 20, 2015, to January 3, 2016), had fought on the Somme Front with his second outfit the Kensingtons (Blogs May 15 to September 25, 2016)… until officialdom spotted his real age – 18 on July 6, 1916, legally too young for the battlefield. So they told him he could take a break from the fighting until he turned 19. He took up the offer, though with an enduring sense of guilt. By December, 1916, he ended up posted to Harrogate, Yorkshire, and re-allocated again, this time to the Essex Regiment 2/7th Battalion, along with a bunch of other under-age Tommies until such time as they severally became eligible for the trenches again… An interesting year ensued – four months of blizzards, a meningitis scare, special training in various northern locations, and then, around his 19th birthday on July 6, a few summer weeks stomping around Yorkshire on a route march… which in due course led him to hospital again, to recover from some lurking effects of trench warfare and prepare him for more. However, I’ve had to break off from the this-week-100-years-ago excerpts from his Memoir because my father didn’t write enough about his year “out” to provide 52 blog excerpts. So, through to late October, before he returns to France and the Front from December onwards, I’m revisiting his previous accounts of historic battles as seen by an ordinary front-line Tommy. The Gallipoli excerpts concluded two weeks ago. Now this is the second of five edited episodes from the Somme, April-late September, 1916, when Sam was 17-18… ]

FOOTSOLDIERSAM SPEAKS
Last week, my father, Lance Corporal Signaller Sam Sutcliffe and his 250 comrades, the post-Gallipoli remnants of the 2/1st Royal Fusiliers who made it to the Western Front via a break in Egypt, were disbanded.
    Deeply bonded, at base camp in Rouen they’d trained like lunatics in hopes of persuading the Army they should form the veteran core of a refurbished outfit. Instead, bitter and disillusioned – even more so because they’d still had no home leave since February, 1915 – they found themselves scattered among dozens of other units along the Front.
    Peremptorily dispatched, around May 14 Sam joined the Kensingtons at a village called Souastre, 7.5 kilometres west of HĂ©buterne where the Battalion did its front-line stints (opposite German-held Gommecourt on the northern end of the Somme Front). With time to talk to his new comrades he realised they were decent sorts, of course. They chewed over events at home (civilian wages shooting up, the new phenomenon of conscientious objection). He also quickly came to appreciate Army provisions unknown at Gallipoli such as solid, regular meals, steel helmets and gas masks.
    His Signaller’s skills surplus to the Kensingtons’ requirements, when their break away from the trenches was over, he readily switched roles to plain Company A infantry Lance Jack – while as ever regretting that he still has any rank at all (he didn’t like ordering people around and, in part because of his age lie back in September, 1915, he craved anonymity along the mass of men).
    We left the Battalion – probably on the evening of May 21 – marching towards the Front, initially led by their drum-and-fife band, then in silence as they reached the “ghost village” of Sailly-au-Bois, 3.4 kilometres west of HĂ©buterne. Here’s my father’s brilliantly vivid account of a Tommy entering a Western Front trench system for the first time:

‘Each Company remained cohesive, but the general idea, with enemy onlookers in mind, was to get lost visually.
     Far away, we could see active “sausage” balloons, with baskets housing observers(1) suspended beneath them. I learnt that both sides now commonly used aeroplanes for observation purposes too, so we had to take great care to avoid being spotted, because artillery might open up and polish us off before we even reached the front line.
     We spread out in small groups among the village’s remaining walls, or parts of same, all remaining within hailing distance of our officers. Our Company cooks demonstrated their efficiency as usual, for within half an hour we were enjoying a rich, tasty stew, a generous helping for each man. Obviously, they had prepared our meal on the road as we marched. Then, when we had our meal, they quietly cleaned the boilers, filled them with water and brewed tea, for they soon gave us a welcome drink of that morale-improver. In addition, most of us had little extras we’d bought earlier – chocolate, biscuits and the like.
     The rumble, roar, and occasional extra-loud crump of a shell exploding nearby, offered constant reminders that some of us would have to pay for this present indulgence in blood and pain ere long. With the sun sinking, we were warned to pump ship, attend to all nature’s wants, and rest, in preparation for some trying hours of movement in darkness across open country, and then in strange trenches.’
(1) Observation balloons: their use peaked in World War I because artillery had been developed to fire at a range beyond sight of ground-level spotters; the observers – attached to balloons full of inflammable hydrogen – became the first aviators to use parachutes.

Soon they set off “across the plain”, as their Sergeant puts it – to Sam’s bafflement, being a new boy. But “the plain” was Tommy parlance for the stretch of land between Sailly and HĂ©buterne – as quoted in Alan MacDonald’s wonderfully detailed account of this part of the Somme battle, Pro Patria Mori: The 56th (1st London) Division At Gommecourt (Iona Books)…

‘Our Company, walking in twos, must have formed a considerable crocodile as we weaved around shell-holes and various vaguely visible humps which mystified me until ear-splitting explosions and skyward-leaping flame flashes, changing to brief red streaks and short-lived shrieks issued from one of them – British gun batteries, of course. Someone could have tipped me off – we were stumbling through such a concentration of guns as I had never imagined.
     And I had no idea about the extent of this “plain”, but if these batteries were lodged to left and right of us, not to mention fore and aft, for distances which one could guess at as more and more guns opened up, then this was war on a scale to which I was a complete stranger. Sometimes we had to walk in front of and quite close to these artillery clusters and a fear assailed me that they might let fly at one of these moments. If they were sighted on distant targets we would be at little risk because the guns would point upwards, but if they were aiming to hit enemy positions only a mile or so distant the barrels would be lowered and the shells pass through us before exploding among the Germans…’

As they get closer, all the feelings of his Gallipoli experience rise up in him again:

‘“Into single file now.” This order passed quietly from man to man as we moved down a slight incline… and there I was once more in the confinement of a trench. I could perhaps move to left or right if self-preservation seemed to require it, but not far. After several months of freedom from this wretched situation, the whole, hateful, trapped feeling returned. Bursts of machine-gun fire, the crashes of bursting shells, sometimes singly, often in numbers, the whining of bits and pieces – fragments of metal. This was to be my life, night and day, for several weeks to come, or for longer if anything in the nature of attack and counter-attack developed…
     As we approached the front, a stream of men passed us, going back the way we had come – happy, because we were relieving their burden of tense preparedness with no let-up, night or day. Always some part of the trench system was being damaged or destroyed, some danger threatened. Mates maimed, blown apart. So, as they threaded their way through our advancing line, they made quiet, little jests, wished us good luck, gave useful hints occasionally about special features of the terrain. Nice chaps going for a well-earned rest, bless‘em.’

The “nice chaps” they relieved – with Company A on the right of the Gommecourt front line – were members of the 1/8th Middlesex Regiment (details from the Kensingtons’ War Diary). As a novice in this terrain, Sam soon found a mentor – but not a good one:

‘We now halted and took over a small stretch of the front-line trench lately vacated. Nobody told me anything about procedure, no doubt because they had all done this routine on other occasions. I asked no questions, but chatted to an older man who sat on the firing step beside me. He had the unusual name of Smith, worked in a coal mine, he said, though his speech didn’t smack of Yorkshire or Wales or any northern area. On my other side sat a youngster who said little.
     Soon a man whom I couldn’t see in the darkness detailed us off in pairs for lookout duty. This meant that the first pair would get up on the firing step and keep watch on the area between us and the German trenches for two hours and would rouse the next two when it was time to change over. Meanwhile, the rest of us could sit and doze if we wished. But, the enemy artillery being lively – salvos of shells roared over and burst nearby – we knew some of them might land among us at any moment. Sleep didn’t come easy.
     The Germans also sprayed the area with machine-gun bullets from time to time, frequently making our lookout men duck down.
     Smith said, “Come with me if that stuff starts to get too close,” and this I did when necessary, but with increasing misgivings; I perceived that if I repeatedly moved along to the traverse – a deep trench section to our right – we would get no rest at all and be quite unfit for duty when daylight came. In that traverse, when a shell came near us Smith would say “Down!” and we crouched as low as possible. We bobbed up and down constantly…
     I thought about the wretched life I’d often endured on that Turkish peninsula. But I was coming to understand that warfare here could, at any moment, be more intense and dangerous than at Gallipoli. However, I felt certain that this bobbing up and down business would, in itself, soon be the death of me.so I avoided Smithy as far as possible, did my stint of lookout duty, and dozed at every available opportunity – I wanted to be of some use at “Stand-to” dawn alert, when with fixed bayonets and loaded rifles we had to be keenly ready to repel any enemy move. That uncertain light of early morning gave advantage to an attacker provided he moved cautiously. Every man must remain intently watchful, speech forbidden, save if an order must be given. When full daylight arrived, came the order to “Stand down” and fags could be lit and the rum ration issued to “warm the cockles” after a chilly night.
     It was then I heard for the first time the regular morning performance of a short, swarthy Sergeant who had come, someone told me, from South America, just to win this war for us. He would yell his “Stand down, men!”, then call out a greeting to “You German bastards – I’ll be over after you in a minute and I’ll knock seven different kinds of shit out of you!” This he repeated as he strolled along the line, getting many a hollow laugh from men who’d heard it all before, but still hoped he meant it.’

A curious lad by nature, with his observational powers cranked up to 11 by constant mortal danger, Sam studied and learned Somme variants on the sniper evasion methods he’d perfected and rather enjoyed at Gallipoli:

‘The men standing on each firing step in the bays had to be extremely careful; snipers looked out for such targets. But, armed with the knowledge that, after spotting you, a sniper still had to take aim, you could quickly raise your eye level to just above your earth parapet, then – if you had not attracted a bullet already – keep still and rely on movement of your eyes to complete your observations, then duck, stay ducked, and never bob up in the same place twice. Of course, an unlucky machine-gun bullet might get you, but the odds were against that.’

“Settling in” – if that could ever be the right phrase in this context – Sam gets to know, at least by their work, some of the people who keep the Battalion on an even keel despite it all:

‘As days and nights passed(2), I gradually got to know some of my fellows and to like several of them. A young Sergeant I thought particularly admirable. Like his name, Heather, he had something of the outdoors about his looks and manner. He performed his duties with fairness and honesty and, since none could fault him, all the best people liked him. When things got noisy and threatening, a sight of his purposeful face could still a quivering tummy.
     Somewhere in trenches to the rear of the system, or perhaps in a hollow free from enemy observation, toiled our Sergeant-Cook and his crew. Their labours were expected to produce 1) in the first hour or so of daylight, sufficient large containers of hot tea to give everybody a good helping, usually something over half a pint 2) a hot meal, usually stewed, roughly around the middle of the day – sometimes with a slab of plum duff to follow 3) another issue of hot tea towards evening.
     With morning and evening tea, they also portered the usual solids, such as bread or biscuits, jam or cheese. They carried the tea through the trenches in deep, rectangular, iron containers supported on wood bars resting on the shoulders of two men, one fore, one aft. Only the bigger outbursts of fighting would disturb these excellent services, delaying or preventing them according to severity.
     And our MO, efficient and caring, attended to our toilet needs in the front line as diligently as he did in the less hazardous areas further back. Each latrine up there was of the seat-and-bucket type and housed in a deep, square hole approached through a short trench. The Pioneer Section treated them all with liberal quantities of chloride of lime and quickly repaired or replaced any damaged by shells. You could always locate one by the disinfectant’s pungent smell, but normally unaccompanied by the foul odours resulting from careless sanitation.
     This competent man also took responsibility for the advanced First Aid Station at Battalion HQ in, I think, the third line of the trench system. His trained stretcher-bearers worked like beavers to collect wounded comrades and hurry them back to him and his small staff of Red Cross male medics.
     I give these and other details so that you may know something of the organisation which maintained a huge Army in the field for years under often terrible conditions without its members becoming victims of some awful plague. Major battles would disrupt these systems, allowing water-filled trenches, mud, and dead and decaying bodies awaiting disposal to spread discomfort and despair, while a flood of damaged men choked the channels rearwards – but the will to restore order and decency would eventually, sometimes ever so slowly, always perseveringly, overcome the worst of difficulties.’
(2) Sam’s (probably) first stint at the Front with the Kensingtons ended on the night of May 28 when the 1/4th Londons relieved them and the Companies moved back to billets in HĂ©buterne, Sailly and Bayencourt (5.8 kilometres west of the trenches). During each spell in the trenches the Companies of each Battalion would swap between front, support and reserve trenches and they might be summoned for night-time work in No Man’s Land from anywhere nearby, whether in the lines or not.

In the following support trench sojourn Sam found time for a little recreation. Here he’s attempting to recapture the joy in music he discovered when he learned how to play the piano via free lessons from his Vicar-choirmaster-Scoutmaster Mr Frusher when he was about 12 – to mixed effect…

‘[The support trench] ran through ran through what remained of an orchard. The occasional tree, the fruit bushes, and wild brambles seemed to cut us off from the war – just because we couldn’t see much of it…
     I found a strand of steel wire and, with music nostalgically in mind, fastened it to the butt of my rifle, carried it over my adjustable back-site and tied it off on the fore-site. Now by raising the back-site I put tension on the wire – and plucking it produced an almost musical note. Using the wood covering the barrel as a fretboard I could play a tune of sorts.
     Always ambitious, I pictured myself playing the thing cello-wise. So I procured a supple, thin branch from a fruit tree growing by the trench-top and, using some cottons from my “housewife” (the cloth mendings holder), I made a bow. I drew it across the wire cello-wise, but without result. Then I recollected that one must treat a violin bow with resin to make it grip on the string and vibrate it. I again looked to the tree for help and, sure enough, I spotted some gummy exudations on the trunk. Gathering a couple of pieces, I tried rubbing one against my cotton bow strands. Some stickiness resulted, but the faint noise emitted by my rifle-cello could not be called music. I decided I would have to play it banjo-wise and, using a tooth from a comb as a plectrum, I could just manage a few recognisable notes.’

Then, when the Battalion moved further back to reserve trench – effectively the edge of HĂ©buterne village – he decided to give his instrument another go:

‘After I settled in, having nothing special to do, I bethought me of my musical rifle. Sitting beside a stairway leading down to the cellar, I attached my length of wire to butt and fore-sight and plucked it to produce the best semblance of a tune I could achieve. A scuffle on the steps was followed by a shout: “What the hell’s going on up there?” An officer emerged from below and I had to confess that I was torturing my rifle as well as the ears of my neighbours. Quite truthfully, I assured the officer I had been unaware the cellar was occupied.
     More amused than irritated, he asked me to demonstrate my method of using the gun as a one-string guitar. Probably The Last Rose Of Summer(3) had never sounded quite like that before, but he returned to his colleagues below without putting me on a charge.’
(3) The Last Rose Of Summer began life in 1813 as a poem by Thomas Moore (1779-1852), Irish “National Bard” and friend to Byron and Shelley; it immediately acquired its best-known tune – probably the one “played” by my father – composed by Moore’s regular collaborator Sir John Stevenson, 1761-1833, although Beethoven, Mendelssohn and Britten all wrote or arranged later variants; the lyric begins “’Tis the last rose of summer/Left blooming alone/All her lovely companions/Are faded and gone”.

However, as noted earlier, “reserve” trench didn’t mean “non-combatant” and Sam was soon leading one of those night patrols into No Man’s Land to dig advanced trenches again:

‘With us now quartered in the comparative luxury of part of a house with part of a roof, our night work became more difficult and dangerous – to mark our gratitude for favours received, perhaps.
     Wearing light equipment consisting of belt, shoulder straps, ammunition pouches and haversack – worn on the back instead of at the side – with rifle carried in the right hand and a pick or shovel in the left, we moved up the long communication trench to the front, then straight “over the top” in a long line. Guides, stationed out there already, led groups of us to positions where a short length of advanced trench had to be dug as soon as possible.
     Soon, all of us were hard at work – and the noise we made was frightening. Only too well aware that we must soon be heard and seen by Jerry, we picked and shovelled like madmen, hoping that German observers sending reports of our activities back to their HQ, and then senior officers deciding how to dispose of us… would all take a long time.
     Fortunately for us, enemy reaction did prove slow and when, eventually, their wrath descended, we squeezed down into the hollows we’d dug and found we did have a few protective inches of earth above our precious bodies.
     Machine-gun bullets spattered around me and I marvelled that I should lie there, hear and see them striking, yet remain untouched. But our semi-trenches afforded little protection when light field guns joined in and their shattering whizz-bangs(4) filled the air with noise and flying metal. One could only hug Mother Earth and wait for an order to retire, which didn’t come.
     I heard the occasional muttered request for “Stretcher-bearers!” – brave fellows indeed, themselves not immunised from injury or death by their labours of mercy. Brilliant flickering Verey lights fired by the Germans revealed all movements; when one hovered near you, you froze no matter in what posture. I always looked down to conceal the whiteness of my face, though more in hope than conviction.
     Later, after the firing had died down, the order “Dig like hell!” was passed along. We complied until, after a while, we reaped a further rich harvest of bullets and shell which compelled our officer to order a retreat. We stood not upon the order of our going, and one still had to find a gap in the barbed wire to reach our frontline trench. But, having done that, one savoured the rich pleasure of having survived a risky piece of work.’
(4) British soldiers nicknamed shells fired by the German 7.7cm field gun “whizz-bangs” because they travelled faster than the speed of sound, so recipients heard the “whizz” as they sliced through the air before they heard the “bang” made by the gun firing them; this meant they offered no early warning of their arrival, unlike larger shells from a more distant howitzer.

All the best – FSS

Next week: Somme Rewind 3 of 5: June, 1916 –panic in No Man’s Land, how a dugout’s dug, Sam finds a lucky crucifix, a singalong march away from the Front, the joy of delousing, Nissen huts, proper beds – and rehearsing the Big Attack…


* In his 70s, Sam Sutcliffe wrote Nobody Of Any Importance, a Memoir of his life from childhood through Gallipoli, the Somme, Arras 1918 and eight months as a POW to the 1919 Peace parade.

Sunday, 7 August 2016

Sam gets leave at last! The joy of going home for the first time since Christmas, 1914 – and in good company! But first, his sorry front-line encounter with the panicky Sergeant…

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Dear all

A hundred years ago this week… It seems the most far-reaching development was on the Eastern Front where the Battle Of Kowel, northwest Ukraine, between Russia and Austria ended in what’s designated as a stalemate (August 8). Yet the Austrian Army planned and executed it to stop the relentless success of the Brusilov Offensive (June 4-Septmeber 20), and outline histories suggest it did just that – additionally, by causing massive casualties, it initiated the crumbling of the prodigious Russian military effort on behalf of the Allies. This despite their continuing advances elsewhere to take Stanislau (10, Ukraine) and Mariampol (12, Lithuania) – but the cracks perhaps showed as the Turkish Army, after months retreating through Armenia, retook Mush and Bitlis (9).
    On the Western Front, post-July 1, the French and somewhat regrouped British and Anzacs went on making costly progress in the Somme Battles Of Delville Wood (July15-September 3), Pozières (July 23-September 3), and Hardecourt (August 7 onwards). At Verdun likewise, the French Army held the upper hand in the near-static conflict with the Germans (for instance, on August 8 the French lost then regained Thiaumont “works”).
    The Italian Army’s counter to the Austrian invasion of the northern region around Trentino proceeded with the taking of Gorizia (August 90. They pressed on into Slovenia, although their full-frontal assault strategy to combat superior Austrian weaponry led to appalling casualty numbers.
    In northern Greece, the Allies – chiefly French and British troops – decided it was time to strike back and redress the previous winter’s Bulgarian conquest of Serbia and launched the first of four eventually fruitless onslaughts on the Bulgarian garrison at Lake Doiran (August 10).
    Meanwhile, my father (now promoted from Lance Jack to) Corporal Sam Sutcliffe from Edmonton, north London (his 18th birthday on July 6, 1916), had been involved in Somme front-line fighting from mid-May onwards. This followed a ’15-’16 winter at Gallipoli. Shortly after his 2/1st Royal Fusiliers (250 survivors out of 1,000) sailed from Egypt to France in late April, to their chagrin the Army disbanded the Battalion and transferred the remnants to other outfits – Sam to the Kensingtons. They fought on the front line at HĂ©buterne, opposite the German positions at Gommecourt; on July 1 the Battalion suffered 59 per cent casualties. Sam survived and the battle continued, albeit at a somewhat lower level of intensity in their sector – Sam himself often distracted by bitter thoughts about how he still hadn’t had any home leave since Christmas, 1914…

FOOTSOLDIERSAM SPEAKS
Last week, my father had a good drown-your-sorrows time drinking cheap champagne with the Battalion Sergeants during a few days’ rest a couple of miles behind the front line – though having to serve as escort to the accused at a court martial triggered more sour thoughts about the British Army’s crass and, in truth, demoralising attempts to instill “courage” via threats of execution by passing along the trenches lists of convicted men “shot at dawn”.
    Now, just before some great good news, Sam writes of his encounter with one of the few men, in his experience, who might properly have been termed “coward” (my father invariably wrote empathetically about those who simply cracked and ran for it, or even resorted to self-inflicted wounds, but you’ll see that what he despised in this Sergeant was his malice and cruelty to others who succumbed to entirely natural fears and stress):

‘A Sergeant was assigned to the Platoon on my right. Overly garrulous, he had the horrible habit of punctuating loudly spoken remarks with harsh laughter. What he thought or did was no skin off my nose but, from time to time, I needed to move along his section of trench to reach the Company Headquarters dugout.
     After a while, one of his men stopped me for a chat and told me, among other items, that this Sergeant had, in the past, been a Military Policeman and sometimes boasted of how, in battle, he had been stationed at the rear end of a communication trench where, with drawn revolver, he stopped and drove back into action men whose nerves had broken or who, he thought, were feigning injury. Sending them back into the hell which had temporarily broken them obviously gave him pleasure.
     Now here was he, up front himself for the first time, and when, on one of my walks, I saw him hacking into the earth low down on the front side of the trench I could only stare in wonderment. Thereafter, his hole grew bigger each day. With no supports it looked like a deathtrap to me, its purpose beyond my understanding.
     Glancing down at it one day, I thought I saw the Sergeant lying there and bent down to confirm this was really so. He wriggled out, sprang to his feet, and his eyes had a strange, wild look in them. I said nothing, just watched him, and he started to back away. “You’re going to kill me!” he shouted. “Every time you pass I see that look of dislike in your face. I’ve never done you any harm.” And so on and on.
     Never before or since have I witnessed such a strange performance. I assured him I had no feelings nor interest regarding him. Men in the vicinity looked on, and perhaps one of them reported that their Sergeant had gone doolally. He vanished from our ken soon afterwards.
     Just before he went, however, he gave a final performance. That day, a heavy fog settled over the battlefield and some Germans took advantage of it by dragging forward small trench mortars and dropping their small bombs among us. The Sergeant announced that he would stop that. He climbed out of the trench and soon vanished in the fog. In vain, we waited for him to start his private war… Until he crawled back, and we guessed he’d just crept out of sight and crouched there hoping nothing would happen and that a VC or similar would reward his outstanding bravery*.’

This next scene almost certainly took place at Sailly-au-Bois, a village about two miles west of HĂ©buterne, on August 13, 1916. Although that was a mildly comforting distance from the front line, if not from longer-range German artillery, the Battalion War Diary notes that they would routinely sally forth and pass through HĂ©buterne en route to conduct their nightly and scary advanced-trench-digging in No Man’s Land.

‘I awoke on the piece of floor which was my bed to the sound of my name being shouted by a Sergeant. “Here’s a special leave pass for you,” said he, and handed me a stout piece of paper; the heading did indeed read “Special Pass”. At that moment, his excitement was greater than mine for I saw at once that it was made out to someone else. Even so, the Sergeant assured me all was well, the name would be changed to mine and signed by an officer.
     As I made rapid preparations to depart, puzzlement about the matter occupied my thoughts: a Special Pass granted to another man but handed to me? Soon, though, I reported to the Company officer who duly “corrected” the name – no explanation requested or given. Some bread, butter, and a tin of bully beef were handed to me, along with a note instructing me to report to the RTO (Railway Transport Office) at Salty la Bret** a railhead some kilometres distant. How to get to the railhead, that was up to me. I must rejoin the Battalion 10 days hence, three days being allowed for travel both ways.
Saulty L'Arbret (correct name, see ** footnote) June 2016: the railway station closed a few years ago, but I think it was behind the building in the centre to the left of the church. (Pic by Phil, Sam's son, on out Thiepval trip.)
     With a pack of unwashed oddments, some food in my haversack, a canister gas mask in its satchel on my chest, two blue cotton anti-gas hoods in their satchel hung over one shoulder, a full water bottle, trenching-tool handle in its loop at one side and the life-saving steel digger-head covering the upper bum, also various ammunition pouches attached to their webbing belt and braces, plus my rifle, the bayonet in its sheath… this load and I were at last on our own, headed for Blighty***.
     Away from the trenches I plodded, although freedom made me want to gallop despite my heavy burden.
     Now I crossed artillery-land and, when a nearby battery blasted off, I feared my Special Pass might be wasted, because most of these lighter guns sat in sunken gun-pits, their muzzles only raised above ground level when they took aim. Camouflaged into the bargain. I might well get an 18-pounder up my jumper if I didn’t keep my eyes skinned.
     After much tramping, I came to a village, and a kindly bloke, a British soldier billeted nearby, tipped me the wink that I might just as well wait there because a motor-lorry would be coming along. It did the trip to the railhead daily, he said, and I’d get a lift for certain. I shared my grub with him, he supplied some lovely tea. Grateful for his help, I yet had a touch of belly-tremble, fearing that the lorry might not pass that day and that the train would leave Salty la Bret without me.
     The lorry stopped for me, I slipped a Bank of France five-franc note into the driver’s palm – not that he asked for anything – and he dropped me and my clobber off at the railhead. I found others waiting at the little-damaged station, but I made a beeline for a handsome, blond Sergeant with a moustache waxed at the points because he wore the flaming fusil badge on top of his cap, as I had with my old Battalion. A Sergeant of the Rifle Brigade sat with him and the two were kind enough to invite me to join them for the journey to London.
     Together, we went to the RTO’s little office and the officer in charge there strolled two or three lengths of the platform with us to stretch his legs. Actually, I suppose he wasn’t a British RTO, he was a French officer, but he spoke perfect English.
     I asked about a field pitted with large shell-holes, adjacent to his station; that they were there and not in his station, amused and pleased him. He related how, throughout the previous night, big howitzer shells had arrived at intervals, but only one caused damage to the track and that only slight.
     A train would come, he said, but time of arrival was uncertain – early morning the probability. That gave us time to visit a village estaminet, have a meal of wine and coffee, eggs, chips, and slightly sour French bread, and get to know each other.
     The Fusilier Sergeant wore a well-fitting uniform, spotless, surely almost new. If he had come from the Front, he must have had a spare uniform stashed away somewhere. His boots shone, and – judging by face and hands – he had recently bathed. Good to see a clean soldier – sharp of wit too, a great smile; with his personal assets he could have posed as a superior type, but he didn’t. The other Sergeant had greying hair, his face round and rosy, his appearance that of the trench-wallah who took great care of his gear and himself. He was a comfortable man, steady of speech and a willing listener; his kindly eyes and steady gaze kept me at ease.

I’d certainly struck gold when that pair adopted me. And we were all glowing because we were going home. They had wives and kids to love them and the reunions would be marvellous. I had family too, not quite in the same way, but I knew they would do everything possible to make my stay happy.
     While the two Sergeants looked almost too good for front-line habituĂ©s – they had come via a rest camp, I believe they told me – they had kindness enough not to comment on my unhygienic condition. Having left our advanced position in a hurry, I wore an old, soiled uniform and muddy boots, for up front you had little opportunity for anything beyond a wash and a quick shave should you need one, using your steel helmet as a bowl. I had lice in my underwear no doubt, although I always kept them down to the minimum possible. I must have had something of the sour trench smell about me too, but my companions ignored it.
     In the complete darkness of the early hours, the train arrived and we settled into a comfortable compartment. Lots of room, so we stretched out and began to savour the feeling of freedom from danger and anxiety. There was little talk, some attempted dozing, and, towards dawn, an eye on the passing scene – then a grabbing of gear and a rapid exit when we heard the cry of “Amyong! Amyong!”**** The circuitous part of the journey in the little, unscheduled train was over, we heard; we would now board a mainline train through Abbeville to Boulogne.
     Eventually, we three crossed a choppy Channel in a small passenger ship. She rolled a bit so I took no risk of feeling queasy, stuffing myself with dry bread. We talked little, mostly stared fixedly ahead, keeping our thoughts to ourselves… It would have been too bad to stop a torpedo at that point, within sight of the White Cliffs.’
* My father wrote this passage in a chapter preceding July 1, but I can’t confirm the probable date or period and clearly it’s the sort of one-off memory which coulĂŸd have happened at any point during the Kensingtons’ front-line service on the Somme. The only reference to fog I noticed in the Battalion War Diary occurred in September when they’d moved far south of the HĂ©buterne/Gommecourt sector, but that hardly pins it down.
** Salty la Bret: in earlier editions I noted I couldn’t find any reference to this place. A failure of lateral spelling! Fifty-plus years on, my father was somewhat misremembering a village actually spelt Saulty L’Arbret, 15 kilometres north-west of Gommecourt.
*** My father wrote his own Endnote here: “I believe that affectionate name for the homeland was a corruption of a Hindu word [BilĂ£yati, meaning ‘foreign land’ Collins Concise English Dictionary confirms]. The Indian Army influence remained strong it seemed, for tea was often called ‘cha’, jam was ‘possi’, ‘pahni’ was water. If an old soldier wished to rouse you, he might shout something which sounded like ‘Chubberowyuchoot!’ These things were learnt without conscious effort as were the words sung to some bugle calls; ‘Officers’ wives eat puddens and pies, while Sergeants’ wives have skilly’ was the call to Officers’ Mess (dinner); the short reveille call tune had the inspiring words, ‘Charlie, Charlie, get up and dress yourself/Charlie, Charlie, get up an’ shite.’ When mail was to be handed out, the bugler played, ‘There’s a letter from Lousy Lou, boys, a letter from Poxy Kate’.”
**** Amiens: capital of Somme department in Picardy; a rail hub and British logistics centre during World War I.

All the best – FSS

Next week: Home at last! First, he basks in the great kindness of his fellow working men towards his uniform and what it means. Then his normally reserved mother hugs him, he washes off the dirt and lice of the front line, talks fondly with the family, and sinks into the bed that “represented heaven to me”…